I throw myself in the well___

I throw myself in the well
For Consolation
The well of philosophy
Destination – Existentialism
Inclining towards ontological argument
Thinking
Thought about relationship
Relationship that surround Human
Human with Human
Human with God
Human with Environment
Human with Non Being
Struggling to find a way to live
To be aware of our existence
To survive with a challenge
To look for the quality of Life
Did we have a past?
Do we have a future?
The future with Nuclear weapon
Dangling like a sword hung by a single hair
The pollution of the planet
The resources running scarce
Famines and over population
Flood, Earthquakes, Malnutrition
Racialism, Xenophobia and disintegration
Loss of Identity, AIDS and violence
Is this real?
Is this a nightmare?
Are we suffering from ignorance
Or is it just plain illusion
Cheers_____